The ones who work hard and are rewarded should be the ones we should punish.

Zombie In Trunk Bumper Sticker by REa11y
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 I always wondered what happened to those who actually worked hard to get where they wanted. What happened to the entrepreneurs who built small business's into billion dollar business's? What happened to the Indie bands who make a name for them selves through their own hard work? Or how about the President who worked hard and didn't lie to the people of his country?

I also began to wonder about what happened to all those who believe in working to make their lives better? Rather then the lazy bums who want to be handed money for doing nothing? How about the kind hearts who pay for many medical and other expenses for people? Where have the gold hearts gone?

I always just wondered especially when in my church people talk about living within your means. But if we honestly believed that then we would help everyone no matter what, because God would provide for what we use in our means. Yet many in my church don't believe that, I like to think about those in the scriptures, I mean where does it say they had lots of money?

And then I have friends who are very much against religion, not a bad thing just they don't understand religion. And yes that includes those who are religious. You see one of two things happens, you become extreme in bad mouthing the other for their beliefs, or you just decide to deny either claim for both sides.

Charles Darwin was a master in questioning our existence he wanted to know better how we came to be. He didn't want a church being the only thing acceptable he wanted to know for himself. So he sought the answer, but what he found was immediately hated. Now I've read his book and not once have I ever read something where he said we come directly from monkey's, but where he talks about plants and their evolution to animals.

I believe in evolution because it is in front of your face, you probably have a pet in your home. That pet evolved long ago from it's ancestors to the companions you now enjoy in your own home.

We as humans have evolved from using horses and written letters to cars and tablets or smartphones. We have a huge evolution that happened to us, we know how to use helicopters, spray guns for skin cells to heal burns. Safe procedures to cure most diseases in the world. More babies are able to survive with their moms because of our technology and yet not that long ago this was unbelievable. We actually are very much in the future that those in the 50's thought would come to be.

And yet there are those who would be widely against the idea of evolution. But please hear me out. What scientists claim of us coming from monkey's is even silly in their own minds. Our DNA's are not compatible with monkey's we just look a little similar. If we were to have evolved from anything it would be mushrooms. Yup Fungus is more closely related to use genetically then monkey's. Meaning that that makes a whole lot more sense. Especially in how our bodies decay is the same as a fungus that dies.

So when you eat a mushroom remember it's a brother from another mother.

  Ok so enough with the puns. But seriously religion and science where meant for each other! One continues the quest of questioning everything and the other gives you comfort in knowing that there are great beings out there who love us enough to not have come and destroyed this world. If you never saw the Hubble Telescopes picture of all the galaxies in this universe you need to. It shows that we are MOST defiantly not alone, and that we are probably watched over by aliens who care about this earth.

We are on a strange planet this earth has very many weird things to it, including uneven gravity. Yup you may not notice but some places the gravity is less and others it is much more. In some ways it makes sense, because there are places where people tend to be bigger indicating heavier gravity. Then you have places where people are smaller probably places with less gravity. It wouldn't be a big difference but you would notice it.

It's the whole evolution thing again. I just feel we need to think and understand where each side comes from and love both. It's just dumb to hate one side when they both compliment each other perfectly. But because of that many are limited.

You see the whole reason that success isn't happening as often is because people don't want to compromise. They hate it if someone else gets rewarded for their hard work but no one else does. What have we become, of course those who work hard and are rewarded for it deserve it, not the other way around. Get up and work hard and stop being limited!

Your reality is being written out by you. In one of my previous posts  http://finding-my-worlds.blogspot.com/2014/01/gonna-be-taking-week-long-break.html

I talk about the whole truth behind kinetic powers. How we all have these powers but why is it some tap into the powers better than others? I think it's because those people will use them to heal others. But this shows you are not limited.

You have such a wide area of being able to make a difference. You are NOT limited by what anyone says. Take control of your life and show others your strength!!!

KEEP BELIEVING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hey guys so above I posted about one of my bumper stickers. I thought it was a cute idea of having a zombie in your trunk to unleash on those tailgaters. The sticker is cheap and it will add some adorable flair to your car. :)  

Aren't We All Human?

For the longest time I always wondered what race was. You see I came from a literal mini New York, in the sense of it being a melting pot. Through out my whole time in school there was always a large range of different races, cultures, and religions. There was never a point where there wasn't some one from some other country. It was always fun and when we reached a point where the teachers where to teach about hate among the races we just asked what a race was.
Oh, man you would not believe the anger at that point. It just made me realize that what really was the problem was we were being taught to hate each other. You or your ancestors where in the wrong so you have the right to be angry at the others. But we didn't like that, none of us did. We had Paiutes in my class who always asked to not have the lesson on how much people should feel angry at how the Natives were treated.
We had Africans who were always grumpy when there was Black Month stating, what is the point of Martin Luther Kings message if we are still looked at for our skin color? We had Hispanics who hated how people said they were so poor living in Mexico, they always asked well why does no one try to change the country instead of bringing it here. And many of my Asian friends always asked why it was said how much America should be hated for the Atomic bomb drops, when they knew it was a no choice move.
I also remember friends of different religions not begging to have things removed, like the pledge of allegiance, or prayer, or anything that was against their religion. They said as long as I don't have to do it why should I care? And in the end many got sucked into the evil thoughts we are taught to have in school.
Guess what you have been lied to and manipulated into thinking hatred towards each other. If we all started with the mind set of you are human just like, you just think and act different from, then would we be in a better world. If you're brave enough bring up to the board of education how you want history to be taught differently. Do we want to forget the sorrows, no, but we can teach them in a way to not instill hatred. What do we get when we hate?
Wars, millions of deaths, and torture and slavery. You want that to continue, if not then change the way you learn. Teach love and understanding, bring hope and way to a brighter future so we can all stop this stupidity.
What does war do for us all? I think of all those apocalypse ideas we have now a days, it used to be the idea of flying cars, better lives, robots, no more hunger. And yet we now only see death and destruction, we only see the world ending. I want my kids to see a world filled with better technology, a chance to create and go to countries that aren't safe now. I want a brighter, happier world where we all see each other as humans who are all equal.
Let's start to remove hate and start love.
KEEP BELIEVING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



For the longest time I always wished for a romantic night with someone for just one special night. It has never happened but I drew what I always dreamed of and now you can have it on your laptop too, maybe as just an idea for a sweet night. :) 

A Night In Paris Laptop Skins by REa11y
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Watching Other Countries Kill Their Own Kind

In many places throughout this world we have not seen how they are. If you took one moment to learn of all of these countries and the wars they have on their own people, it would make you so sad. Countries like Nigeria, Afghanistan, Pakistan, shall I keep going? Even Russia was like that, and China still has it's own problems. How stupid are we crying over our "problems" when there are so many who watch friends be shot right in front of their eyes? When there are people having to hide to survive? Where there are people who have nothing because their government says they can't?
WHAT ARE WE DOING!? We sit here worrying about ourselves and yet when it comes to the actual help of people we don't seem to do anything. We just become worried of our own situation. Now don't get me wrong, do I honestly think any of these countries would accept our help, no.
Now why do I think that? Well let's talk about Russia for a while shall we. You see Russia was killing their own people by starving them to death. They were given rations of food and that was all they could have. People where even shot if they tried to get food any other way. Finally the military for Russia stood withe people and the rebelled against the government. They shut down their own government. Sadly that is the only way to help these countries who kill their own with no remorse. For many they feel that they are keeping their people safe, but all they are doing is blinding their people to the truth!
No matter where you live you have the greatest power it's just we feel so comfortable in our bubbles that breaking them and changing our lives is hard. When America came to be it was because the colonists from England saw how the Natives lived. The Natives taught them that they could be free to live the life they wanted.
When people tell me how we destroyed the Natives world I stare and ask how? The Paiutes I've met have told me they never hated the "white man." Whom they hated were the men filled with pride. But that stood for anyone.
We need to help each other to realize WE the individual man are the ones who make the difference. We are the ones to instill the thought of questioning everything. We are the ones who stand against all the weapons and wars being fought. We are the ones to make that voice and yes, maybe it will cost you your life.
I sound so big living in a country where I can say how much I hate Obamacare, how much I don't like this or that and not be killed. But I want to go to other countries to risk my life to get the people to change. I want to see a BRAVE NEW WORLD!!!
KEEP BELIEVING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!





On another note I know that China, North Korea, and many other countries will NEVER allow my posts because their people would begin to question. They would begin to wonder how could there be so much more then the life they've lived?
Also check out my Touching Heart T-Shirt. When I drew this picture it was in my mind how much I want to touch people and their hearts. If you like it buy it below. :)
 

Touching My Heart Tee Shirt by REa11y
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Creating A Whole New Home

Hello everyone. Wow what a week this one has been for me. Due to my fathers history of heart attacks I had a scary experience. Luckily it was nothing more then just an anxiety attack. Terrifying but not deadly. Which also explains my cat smiling away as I panicked. Good kitty Bolt.
So for any of you have gone through these attacks as well don't feel afraid or alone. Anxiety and panic attacks feel very real and can cause a lot of trouble. What's frustrating I don't have the one tool that always destroyed my anxiety. My Xbox 360, which fell to the bounds of the red ring of death. CURSE YOU MICROSOFT!!!!
Playing video games was always my way of relaxing and just escaping from reality for a bit. They also where the only products that built me up in hope and happiness. Yes, some people might say do yoga ( I teach it) or go to a church (I'm a Mormon). But those aren't very effective and I've learned for different people certain things really help.
I love dancing, I even include Pole Dancing as relaxation for me. Of course many associate it with stripping, I'll save that for my husband. ;) But there are things that remove anxiety for me better then other things have for other people. That includes the medications, I'm just very different.
Yet I'm just like someone else out there. I'm hoping to sell several of my polymer creations soon, and to do more on YouTube. But in the end I am always nervous about that, my mind always asks can I do this can I do that? I've been invited to enter competitions, but I'd have to pay to get there. I've been given the chance to travel and do more, but I don't have the money. Such a suffocating concept of money. If you don't have enough you better be ready for pain, a lot of pain.
And no offense but yes money does mean happiness. I kind of learned why capitalist life style is actually a good thing. You see whenever you have an abundance in money you can help anyone without getting hurt. You can stop worrying over bills and other expenses that appear out of the blue. But how do we get to that point, well I'm still learning I know you need to convince people to buy your products, like your videos, share your info, and you just need people to support you in everything. That can be easier said then done.
But I guess that's why it all comes back down to what you are willing to risk. I risk being put down every day and I'm ok with that, BRING ON THE HATE!!! But anything else not so much. We'll all have struggles and each one will be tailored and unique for just us. In the end are you going to give up and be taken care of or are you going to take care of yourself in your dream car and home?
KEEP BELIEVING!!!!!!!!! 



Hey guys I've posted below a link to one of my own Zazzle creations. They're a pair of hands that have been x-rayed. I drew this picture on ratemydrawings.com. If you like it you should buy one, you know just saying. :)
 

Skeleton Hands Tee Shirts by REa11y
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Let me begin to destroy your limited views.

What an interesting world we live in.We basically are pulled around. We're taught and confused into believing things that just aren't true. We are told don't question what the media tells you is truth. Don't be different in your thinking.
Recently within my own family they don't believe that one can work or do what they want to do. It is basically a belief that you can only be successful in working hard at job you hate. I'm not like that at all, I believe in being able to do the job you love and not just what you need to make money.
I've realized that I needed to remove my limited thinking. I discovered that even those in my church are limited. That no one seems to even question things anymore. They just sit there and except it and just go on their merry little way.
What would you do if you could live the life you wanted doing the job you wanted? You'd probably be very happy, but I bet you've been told you can't without doing something to earn money. I guess I'm very strange because I think it's important you break the limits that are put on you in life. 
Either way I've decided to do more of what I want and less of what I'm told I should do. It's not as if I sit here wishing to hurt others. But that I'm gonna need to move on. Some big changes are gonna have to come soon, not sure how soon but soon.
KEEP BELIEVING!!!!!!!

The Pride That Is Consuming Our World

This is all so crazy. I've begun to just want to go find a little plot of land not inhabited and just live there. I've begun to see something that is horrible that is destroying our world slowly but very effectively. It is Pride.
Pride is something we all have. At some point or another we start to build ourselves up and start to think we can force others to believe what we believe. Pride is when you seek to hurt others for your own gain. Pride is what causes murder, prostitution, sex trafficking, discrimination, war, and the most destructive emotion ever Hate.
But why is it so pervasive now a days? Why has terrorism become such a big deal to the point no one wants to go to Sochi, Russia for the Olympics? Why are atheists fighting so hard against religion in a time where they are not killed for their beliefs?
We have all sunk into that pit of Pride. No one seems to reach out a hand and pull people up loving them for them and not what they believe or even do. The NSA claims to help, but it doesn't it pridefully steals your information and then when you need it they claim it's for your privacy.
Police beginning to use their powers in the worst way possible killing our protection. Government more concerned about not being debt to a point that they stay under a communist countries rule. And a communist country that removes all it's people's rights to even see the sun. Have you not started to want to make a change?
My readers not of my country don't you want us all to unite as a world? Shouldn't we end being separated but become one become a world of love and care, helping each other out despite what we think or believe? Shouldn't we all be standing and calling for love not pride?
I feel we need to stand up for each other. To stand up for the ones who aren't like us, who don't think like us. It is our duty as humans to be the superheroes who fight for the ones being looked down on. It is also our role to love everyone perfectly.
I am reminded of my ex from last year. But now when I see him I look at him with hope that he has changed much of what he did in his previous years. I don't get super involved but I treat him as a normal human.
Our state is to bring joy into others lives and to help build them up. We are all meant to be the peace makers and the ones who draw in love. I fear unless if most of us do that this world is doomed. If you didn't know well every country has nuclear weapons, meaning it only takes one missile and we will all die from a nuclear war. Which feels like it would happen much sooner then any of us would like.
I don't agree with every country but I stand up for them when it comes to it. I don't know every single person in that country and that's why I can't judge nor hater them. I hope that Pride can be destroyed otherwise we'll watch our world be destroyed in front of our very eyes.
KEEP BELIEVING!!!!! And DOING!!!!!!!!

Have you ever learned too much that your brain hurt?

I've recently learned that if you learn too much you start to overload your conscious brain. Now most of you know that your brain has to workings, conscious and unconscious. The unconscious is your breathing, digesting, pumping, and healing. Basically if your unconscious brain didn't work then you wouldn't be alive. That part of your brain is the one that uses the full 100% capacity of your brain. So it's the only part that NEVER stops working, good thing though else you'd be dead.
But our conscious brain is what we learn with. So when you are born you know how to speak but not in a language understood. So you learn a specific language where you live. Your conscious brain is the one that decides if it is sexually stimulated, happy, sad, or angry. Basically your conscious brain is in full control of your emotions.
On top of that your conscious brain is the one who will mess with your unconscious brain. You can manipulate your body yourself. It is a lot to take in correct? Whenever you heard of that whole we only use 10% of our brains it is in regards to your conscious awareness. Our brains and bodies are so powerful just imagine if you consciously were fully aware of all that power. Well your brain might explode or be in an intense amount of pain. I've been learning a lot recently, and through out this learning process I've had to relax take a moment to just calm myself down.
I've had barely any luck with that. Because I am so curious and because I love to explore, learn, and push past the boundaries of reality I tend to not remain in one spot of mind at one time. I'm always jumping at the opportunity to learn more and more. I've began to ask the simple question one that anybody would flinch at, how human is God?
Yet we never seem to stretch our minds to try and understand that. You see ever since I learned more about Kinesis powers and how they work the more curious I grew about them. Where did these powers come from? How did people of old have these powers? Why do so many of us now a days hide our powers?
I've realized that we are all nervous of an unknown knowledge. Basically a knowledge that only the unconscious brain knows all about. Can we ever tap into that knowledge of our unconscious brain? Can we ever truly have 100% understanding of our world, the universe, and our own lives and how they are to be played out?
I don't know, but I do know this you have to be willing to explore. The most closed minded of people are the ones who never think outside of what they are told. The ones who never test or push the boundaries of what they are told. Many famous minds learned more because they did such a thing. Is it so terrifying to learn all this information? Yes there will be people who will hate you and disagree with you. There will be those who will seek your pain.
Many of the Asian culture have kept themselves hidden learning more of the mind. Learning control of kinetic powers, and how to heal people with out the use of medicine. They know how to create things that were never once there. I need to slow down my brain is so filled with a desire to learn more but I have to be careful.
I know this much we are trapped in worlds of our own creations where we just lay down and believe we don't question, we don't push, we don't learn. As comfortable a world that is I want to learn more. I want to push the bonds of my reality, I want to test this world to the full extent. I want to learn my bodies full powers, but again I don't know if that can ever truly happen. But as I always say...
KEEP BELIEVING!!!!!!!!!!