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Saturday, July 27, 2013

What does Finding My Worlds mean?

I was just realizing that I never explain the meaning behind my blog. I am a published author of the book Parallel the Other Planet. I have many more books that I am working on. 
When I recieved the idea for Parallel it was back when I was ten. In a few more days it will be the anniversary of my families deadly car crash that happened in Utah. I only remember waking up and looking around, at first I didn't notice we had crashed because cars drove by and so I thought we were still driving. But when I tried to move, my body froze in severe pain. My legs were covered in bits of metal and glass. I saw my father, the pain he was in. I could do nothing, but just pray.
Once the ambulance arrived I beg paramedics to take care of the rest of my family before me. Of course I was a little kid so they didn't listen. The jaw of death was used to get me out of the van. The grinding metal was almost unbearable. I knew I had to do something to stay sane. So I talked about stories.
Once we arrived at a small hospital to be transported by careflight to bigger better equipped hospitals. I was left alone, an I.V. stuck in my wrist and the tears finally briming. I looked at one of the white sterile walls and watched as it unfolded into the most beautiful white field I ever saw. And there in the field was Olim and Stark the protagonist and antagonist of my book. When they asked me what was wrong I broke down and cried for a while. They held me and then said they would always come when I needed them, but to not forget that I have worlds to escape to. That this world wasn't the only reality I knew.
Not long after the rest of my family was taken to hospitals I was then loaded up. I talked to the pilot, I felt hope and felt that things would be ok. During my stay in the hospital I learned all about Stark and his story. Olim then came and told me his story. As soon as I could I started writing the story down. I got it published when I was 17. For me it was my most prized position I had ever written. 
Now it isn't the best since it wasn't really well edited but Olim was always a light for me. In the book he is being manipulated by an inner demon of sorts. He tears him down belittles him, calls him discouraging and painful things. Yet in the end Olim when and overcomes him with the conclusion in mind of escaping to another world.
On a sword in the book is the saying, "Don't Give Up, Just Escape To Another World." That saying would prove to be my strong hold. And for many who bought my book it would do the same. I love writing, and I hope to get my other book published soon. I know that we all have another world that we can escape to and those worlds are just for us to leave this reality for another for a little while. For some it is in video games, books, movies, exercise, pets, vacations, whatever it is a means of escape.
We all need it some more then others.
KEEP BELIEVING!!!!!!!!!!!

Monday, July 15, 2013

The road is long and not easy.

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So how many of you have seen the show The Walking Dead? Or maybe even Game of Thrones? In these shows we look at the character and feel like, I could SO do what they do and man is their life easy. Or maybe after reading Harry Potter and Lord of the Rings you felt that way? Or while playing a video game you just sit there and stretch being like, "Yup, I'm so pro!"?
I have done it, sometimes I read a story and am like, "why can't that be me?" I love this one book website it is called bookbyyou.com. It is a website where you get to become the character. I won a competition, and have three of their books. I am in love with these books because I can pretend to slip away from the world with them for a while.
While being here we have to all face challenges. Whether you want to admit it or not you know there is a higher power than you that kind of runs your life story. Whether you think you're a Sim or you are religious like me and believe in a God. Either way you notice it and understand it. The accidents you've faced, the bullying, the abuse, the sorrow, the disappointment, and the failure. Sometimes you feel like yelling, "THIS IS NOT FAIR!" Right?
We don't understand why things work the way that they do. For some a death of a family member causes a break down. For others, like me, it causes growth and strength in becoming a better person. The fact of the matter is that whatever happens doesn't affect you but your emotions and how you handle them do.
For me seeing the after effect of the car crash at ten and being alone while in the hospital didn't cause me to be negative. Instead I smiled and said that I knew that good things would come. In the end I could say that wasn't true. My father died, then my Uncle passed away. After their deaths I was bullied, not just by classmates but by teachers, friends, and police. Then I couldn't graduate from high school because of a math proficiency. And then I lost my second book from a corrupt hard drive, when I was only 200 pages away from being down.
Shall I go on, of course not. Why? Because it is sad and hard but I feel strong. I have a lot still to deal with in this life, but I choose to smile. I have the most amazing friends in my life now who do love me. I have a chance to finish that second book. I have a wobbly cat who loves me. I also am having fun just being me and not being hated.
In this life we have a choice in everything that happens in our lives. But we can not stop everything that happens in our lives. So do you just break down and give up? Or do you stand up and feel hope?
In countries where war is always a threat, or where they are forced to live under a dictator, or are taught to hate, there are still so many there who believe in hope and love.
I believe in this world becoming filled with love and hope, no more hate, no more feeling oppressed, and race will never be said again because we will all see each other as family in the human race. :) I feel hope even in this time of struggle and fear. I will be successful and will be able to do what I can to show for many more people how to just believe in themselves.
We are the change needed in this world. So let's start by changing our hearts.
KEEP BELIEVING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, July 3, 2013

Where are your freedoms?

So for my Country America we are going to be celebrating 237 years of our freedom. Freedom from the British King, but not freedom from ourselves.
Have you ever just sat down and looked at what kind of freedoms you have? I have and I've realized that for most of us we just choose to lay down and ignore what freedoms we have.
For all of us we have the three rights in our lives, Life, Liberty, and the Pursuit of Happiness. But these rights come with consequences. For many we have to weigh the cost of doing something we feel is right over doing what will be in the law. 
For example if you have ever seen Dexter then you will know that he is happy when he kills and dissects people. The Zodiac was happy killing people, any killer and rapist would tell you they were happy doing those things.
Now does it make sense why there are laws governed to place consequences in the Pursuit of Happiness? I do, one of the biggest things is I hear the whining and complaining but I don't see the way people study things out to understand them.
Being a writer is great for me because it entails me searching for things most often than not you would not learn in any school. And what I have learned has opened my eyes to why I believe the way I do.
If you do anything that is illegal and get away with it you are more likely to harm others. Why? Because you got away with doing something wrong. Thus why illegal immigration is wrong. It is also unfair for the immigrants who worked hard to get here legally.
I'm sorry but do your research and be serious in it when you do then you will see the world very differently. I was always surprised by what new things I learned.
KEEP BELIEVING!!!!