Taking a whole week to not judge anything or anyone.

I know that sometimes people are quick to judge me because of my being LDS (i.e. Mormon). Yet I try really hard not to judge them. And many of my friends have taken that same step.
Since I am part of a religion I know that people judge me quickly. You believe in Jesus Christ and God? I do, and why because they are the example for how we need to treat others, and how we need to help them. So is that a bad thing? I don't think so.
I've gained an understanding that isn't really thought of and I will explain it first from my churches perspective and then the perspective you probably know. So in my church we talk about the three glories, or the Telestial, Terrestrial, and Celestial kingdoms. Now I hear a lot from others in my ward how we have to be "perfect" in following the commandments of God. So I asked myself and God was it true? One of the things that gets confused a lot is that many feel if you're not in our church and living the commandments given by God that you will be condemned. Now let me first explain there is only one way to do that, denying the Holy Ghost or in other words you choosing to condemn yourself.
So what am I trying to get at, well this people will be given whatever makes them happy. That's all. One of the interesting things I learned about God is that he only wants us to be happy and to live together, he doesn't condemn and he NEVER will condemn. 
Sounds intense I know and many of you of other faiths or beliefs will state how I'm very wrong. But let me ask you why would He make a Heaven and Hell if He truly didn't want you to live with what makes you happy?
Sometimes I thought that it was really silly how many in my ward would state how they know their friends aren't truly happy. I had introduced the gospel to one friend and she decided it wasn't right for her. She found another church and I supported her by going to her baptism and remaining her friend.
I have several gay friends, and I know that what they believe and how they live is what makes them truly happy. I have sisters who believe in different things and they are happy.
I've learned that if someone asks about my beliefs I will share them and invite them to learn more, but that if they choose something else that it means they are happy with their life. Now of course none of my friends have been murderers, or rapists, but that's a whole nother ball park.
But just because someone thinks differently from me doesn't mean I cut them out of my life. Instead I support them on whatever it is, that is not harming others or themselves.
I got yelled at by someone who was of a faith after he saw me going "aw" to my gay friends kissing out in public. I told him that they didn't have a problem but that he did. He of course took offense and stomped away. For me if it isn't hurting others and the other party is truly happy with that faith why judge?
Just my thought for the day now enjoy this amazing song that should beat out all the songs on the radio.

KEEP BELIEVING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

What does Finding My Worlds mean?

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I was just realizing that I never explain the meaning behind my blog. I am a published author of the book Parallel the Other Planet. I have many more books that I am working on. 
When I recieved the idea for Parallel it was back when I was ten. In a few more days it will be the anniversary of my families deadly car crash that happened in Utah. I only remember waking up and looking around, at first I didn't notice we had crashed because cars drove by and so I thought we were still driving. But when I tried to move, my body froze in severe pain. My legs were covered in bits of metal and glass. I saw my father, the pain he was in. I could do nothing, but just pray.
Once the ambulance arrived I beg paramedics to take care of the rest of my family before me. Of course I was a little kid so they didn't listen. The jaw of death was used to get me out of the van. The grinding metal was almost unbearable. I knew I had to do something to stay sane. So I talked about stories.
Once we arrived at a small hospital to be transported by careflight to bigger better equipped hospitals. I was left alone, an I.V. stuck in my wrist and the tears finally briming. I looked at one of the white sterile walls and watched as it unfolded into the most beautiful white field I ever saw. And there in the field was Olim and Stark the protagonist and antagonist of my book. When they asked me what was wrong I broke down and cried for a while. They held me and then said they would always come when I needed them, but to not forget that I have worlds to escape to. That this world wasn't the only reality I knew.
Not long after the rest of my family was taken to hospitals I was then loaded up. I talked to the pilot, I felt hope and felt that things would be ok. During my stay in the hospital I learned all about Stark and his story. Olim then came and told me his story. As soon as I could I started writing the story down. I got it published when I was 17. For me it was my most prized position I had ever written. 
Now it isn't the best since it wasn't really well edited but Olim was always a light for me. In the book he is being manipulated by an inner demon of sorts. He tears him down belittles him, calls him discouraging and painful things. Yet in the end Olim when and overcomes him with the conclusion in mind of escaping to another world.
On a sword in the book is the saying, "Don't Give Up, Just Escape To Another World." That saying would prove to be my strong hold. And for many who bought my book it would do the same. I love writing, and I hope to get my other book published soon. I know that we all have another world that we can escape to and those worlds are just for us to leave this reality for another for a little while. For some it is in video games, books, movies, exercise, pets, vacations, whatever it is a means of escape.
We all need it some more then others.
KEEP BELIEVING!!!!!!!!!!!

The road is long and not easy.

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So how many of you have seen the show The Walking Dead? Or maybe even Game of Thrones? In these shows we look at the character and feel like, I could SO do what they do and man is their life easy. Or maybe after reading Harry Potter and Lord of the Rings you felt that way? Or while playing a video game you just sit there and stretch being like, "Yup, I'm so pro!"?
I have done it, sometimes I read a story and am like, "why can't that be me?" I love this one book website it is called bookbyyou.com. It is a website where you get to become the character. I won a competition, and have three of their books. I am in love with these books because I can pretend to slip away from the world with them for a while.
While being here we have to all face challenges. Whether you want to admit it or not you know there is a higher power than you that kind of runs your life story. Whether you think you're a Sim or you are religious like me and believe in a God. Either way you notice it and understand it. The accidents you've faced, the bullying, the abuse, the sorrow, the disappointment, and the failure. Sometimes you feel like yelling, "THIS IS NOT FAIR!" Right?
We don't understand why things work the way that they do. For some a death of a family member causes a break down. For others, like me, it causes growth and strength in becoming a better person. The fact of the matter is that whatever happens doesn't affect you but your emotions and how you handle them do.
For me seeing the after effect of the car crash at ten and being alone while in the hospital didn't cause me to be negative. Instead I smiled and said that I knew that good things would come. In the end I could say that wasn't true. My father died, then my Uncle passed away. After their deaths I was bullied, not just by classmates but by teachers, friends, and police. Then I couldn't graduate from high school because of a math proficiency. And then I lost my second book from a corrupt hard drive, when I was only 200 pages away from being down.
Shall I go on, of course not. Why? Because it is sad and hard but I feel strong. I have a lot still to deal with in this life, but I choose to smile. I have the most amazing friends in my life now who do love me. I have a chance to finish that second book. I have a wobbly cat who loves me. I also am having fun just being me and not being hated.
In this life we have a choice in everything that happens in our lives. But we can not stop everything that happens in our lives. So do you just break down and give up? Or do you stand up and feel hope?
In countries where war is always a threat, or where they are forced to live under a dictator, or are taught to hate, there are still so many there who believe in hope and love.
I believe in this world becoming filled with love and hope, no more hate, no more feeling oppressed, and race will never be said again because we will all see each other as family in the human race. :) I feel hope even in this time of struggle and fear. I will be successful and will be able to do what I can to show for many more people how to just believe in themselves.
We are the change needed in this world. So let's start by changing our hearts.
KEEP BELIEVING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Where are your freedoms?

So for my Country America we are going to be celebrating 237 years of our freedom. Freedom from the British King, but not freedom from ourselves.
Have you ever just sat down and looked at what kind of freedoms you have? I have and I've realized that for most of us we just choose to lay down and ignore what freedoms we have.
For all of us we have the three rights in our lives, Life, Liberty, and the Pursuit of Happiness. But these rights come with consequences. For many we have to weigh the cost of doing something we feel is right over doing what will be in the law. 
For example if you have ever seen Dexter then you will know that he is happy when he kills and dissects people. The Zodiac was happy killing people, any killer and rapist would tell you they were happy doing those things.
Now does it make sense why there are laws governed to place consequences in the Pursuit of Happiness? I do, one of the biggest things is I hear the whining and complaining but I don't see the way people study things out to understand them.
Being a writer is great for me because it entails me searching for things most often than not you would not learn in any school. And what I have learned has opened my eyes to why I believe the way I do.
If you do anything that is illegal and get away with it you are more likely to harm others. Why? Because you got away with doing something wrong. Thus why illegal immigration is wrong. It is also unfair for the immigrants who worked hard to get here legally.
I'm sorry but do your research and be serious in it when you do then you will see the world very differently. I was always surprised by what new things I learned.
KEEP BELIEVING!!!!

World War 3? Is it a possibility?

To any of my Russian readers, I'm so sorry that our countries government has lost it's mind.

Yes I am calling it out, my American Government has gone down the deep end. If you are wondering what I mean then look up in the news about the Syrian rebellions. I'm done with the Middle-East if they kill themselves, then let it be. Whatever, they have lost their minds and do not deserve ANY of the worlds help. Yet our Government choose to send them weapons. CANNIBALS ARE BEING HELPED! Does that not make your gut twist in disgust!?
For the Russian President Vladimir Putin

 he was very against the Middle-East rebels and their disgusting act. I applaud him for that even if I don't believe everything he does I agree with him on this one topic. And yet our Government, the morons, took and aided these disgusting monsters. YES MONSTERS!

How can one sit back and be ok with this? I've decided to remove my political party names, now I just shout from my heart I AM AN AMERICAN!! Enough with these parties, enough with the "help." 
So why the title of World War 3? I can feel it in my bones and already much of the world is at war. And I know that the Russians are at a Cold War again with America.
Wars, and more wars, and yet many of my friends sit back not caring not doing anything. They make jokes of America, calling it 'Murica. Disgusting and a shame this is your country love it, honor it, hold it up! And yet we joke as slowly the possibility of war draws ever closer. If a war were to break out now it would be the bloodiest and cruelest war ever.
Bio-warfare is a big factor to which it has already been used. 

MERS-Cov is a virus people got while visiting the Middle-East does it sound crazy? Not to me, not when there are so many people there ready and willing to kill.

I'm a video gamer which does mean that yes I have played Call of Duty. Call of Duty is literally a video game based on a WW3 scenario. It shows how the Governments fail the people and the people become survivors.

Survivors, it is a word you hear used in post apocalyptic stories. Yes my friends we have entered that stage, so what will you do? Sit back and just let your Government do what it wants? I'm standing up! The Government you are our SERVANTS and WE THE PEOPLE are your MASTERS! LISTEN TO US!

To my readers outside my country continue to encourage your Government for the good they do, and when there is corruption voice your worries. Don't ever be afraid.
If a war does happen I hope that we in my generation can end it.
KEEP BELIEVING!!!!!
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The Chocolate Peanut Butter Treats

Ever have a guy where you wish SO badly for him to look at you as more than just a friend alone? I have for this one guy, but because he was always just staying as a friend I never pushed it. But in my eyes I always wanted him to hold me tight and call me his. 
You know that amazing feeling when someone you love calls you , "His girlfriend?" I haven't experienced that yet. But with him alone I want to. He is very important to me so I keep playing in the safe zone of friends so I don't push anything he doesn't want onto him.
So finding out his Birthday was on Tuesday, thanks to facebook, I then told him that I wanted to give him a present. So the present was handmade Peanut Butter and Chocolate treats. Which he seemed to like, or at least I hope he did :S . Anyways I'm terrible at flirting but after the fun movie night with him and two others, I texted him to let him know how much fun I had. He responded! Yeah I'm like a teenage girl with her first crush.
Oh, first crushes. Every guy I dated has ended in a really bad way. The first was my childhood friend. He took me to my prom my Sophomore year, he then used me whenever he wasn't dating a girl to look as if he was taken so girls would want him. He just used me and threw me away. Then I dated the Aussie who only wanted me to fulfill his sexual fantasies. Then Brett the one who tore me apart, literally.
US GIRLS WANT YOU GOOD GUYS!! WE ALWAYS HAVE! I want this guy who is my best guy friend to finally ask me out. I want him forever in my life, but since I don't want to push him I'll stay in the safe zone of being his friend. I'll wait till he feels like he should give me a try in the dating field. 
I think it's always slightly embarrassing when those around you can tell you really like someone, because you blush around them or your body language says how much you'd like to be more. I know we are in an age where women can ask out the men, but I feel it is so much better when the guy asks the girl out. Of course I haven't had much good luck with that.
Anyways, I know what a lot of you are thinking, so what if he reads this? Well then he may or may not know who I am talking about. If he does, well now he knows the full truth.
Not as if my friends haven't told him ANYTHING yet. Note sarcasm. But I appreciate them trying to tell him, "Hey take the plunge, you may be pleasantly surprised." To any guys who keep themselves in the friend zone think about it. If she sees how awesome you are than she will say yes no problem, if she doesn't then maybe you were wrong about her all along. Hard things to swallow but they are all true.
Anyways I still have the moon boot on and I have been working up my courage to call about the dog sitting. But luckily I've gotten another opportunity to dog sit with the one I already have. If I can have both than financially I will make it through the summer. Kind of a big deal. lol
Anyways, in my mind,
KEEP BELIEVING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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What I have been left to think of with a sprained ankle.

Hey all. So how's life for you? I'm sorry I haven't written this in a while but I had a lot of work I was suppose to do.
So last week was high school graduations. And my work was hosting them all. And my work was understaffed for the cleaning. Usually I'm not bothered by it but in the end I was too busy trying so hard to keep on top of the cleaning. To which my knee called it quits. I then was having to clean up after some others from the other crews came to "help" left bags of trash, buckets of soda, and brooms. There was some stairs I had to go up, one step was down further than the other's, which I forgot. I then fell down the stairs spraining my left ankle and tearing off a nail. 
So I now have to let the ankle heal in full in a moon boot. The biggest issue I got hurt doing I job I hate, it now will limit the walks I had planned to give the dogs who I am dog sitting by the end of this month. All around it just sucked but there was so much good I was looking at.
First off I didn't have to work the high school graduations anymore. Second I got an amazing Priesthood Blessing. Now for those of you who are not of my religion which is Mormons(or Latter-Day Saints) might be wondering what a Priesthood Blessing is.
You see when a young man is worthy and holds the Priesthood he then calls upon the Holy Ghost to send to him the things he needs to say in the blessing from our Heavenly Father(or God). I know these blessings are real, because I have never told them anything about what they say in the blessings. But anyways this sprained ankle is forcing my right leg the weakest one to have to gain strength.
But to go off that for a bit I want to talk about all of my guy friends. Any guy who can get very close to me is very lucky. I especially have noticed that I have a higher interest in the one who gave me the blessing. I doubt he knows, nor will he ever think of asking me out. But I like him, like a lot! He always could make me laugh, we could always talk so well about anything, we watch out for each other. I just enjoy his company and presence. I always kind of wish to be around him all the time because I feel at home and safe with him.
I always get annoyed by the "friendzone" stuff. I'm friendzoned but because I am to wait for the right guy to step forward. I feel that if that one very special man in my life were to ask me out I would be very happy, and no it wouldn't be perfect but I feel things would work out great for the both of us being together.
It makes it even funnier when a great friend of mine is getting married to his older brother. She said how awesome she felt it would be if I were her sister-in-law. Now I'm not quite to that thinking yet, but I do want to date him. He's extremely sweet, has a great sense of humor, can pull off the whole goatee and mustache combo, oh and his eyes *sighs*. 
Yeah he's been my dream man for a while he just hasn't tried asking me out. But I'm trying not to hold my breath in case he doesn't feel the same way, I'm gonna play it safe and stay the good friend.
So anyways I will be writing more and yeah.
KEEP BELIEVING!!!!!!

So this is what I've been watching while healing. :)

Twilight Zone

The Lone Ranger

Batman
Watch them for yourselves these oldies but goodies make me smile. :) I grew up with them on Nick @ Night. :)