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Tuesday, June 18, 2013

World War 3? Is it a possibility?

To any of my Russian readers, I'm so sorry that our countries government has lost it's mind.
Yes I am calling it out, my American Government has gone down the deep end. If you are wondering what I mean then look up in the news about the Syrian rebellions. I'm done with the Middle-East if they kill themselves, then let it be. Whatever, they have lost their minds and do not deserve ANY of the worlds help. Yet our Government choose to send them weapons. CANNIBALS ARE BEING HELPED! Does that not make your gut twist in disgust!?
For the Russian President Vladimir Putin
 he was very against the Middle-East rebels and their disgusting act. I applaud him for that even if I don't believe everything he does I agree with him on this one topic. And yet our Government, the morons, took and aided these disgusting monsters. YES MONSTERS!
How can one sit back and be ok with this? I've decided to remove my political party names, now I just shout from my heart I AM AN AMERICAN!! Enough with these parties, enough with the "help." 
So why the title of World War 3? I can feel it in my bones and already much of the world is at war. And I know that the Russians are at a Cold War again with America.
Wars, and more wars, and yet many of my friends sit back not caring not doing anything. They make jokes of America, calling it 'Murica. Disgusting and a shame this is your country love it, honor it, hold it up! And yet we joke as slowly the possibility of war draws ever closer. If a war were to break out now it would be the bloodiest and cruelest war ever.
Bio-warfare is a big factor to which it has already been used. 
MERS-Cov is a virus people got while visiting the Middle-East does it sound crazy? Not to me, not when there are so many people there ready and willing to kill.
I'm a video gamer which does mean that yes I have played Call of Duty. Call of Duty is literally a video game based on a WW3 scenario. It shows how the Governments fail the people and the people become survivors.
Survivors, it is a word you hear used in post apocalyptic stories. Yes my friends we have entered that stage, so what will you do? Sit back and just let your Government do what it wants? I'm standing up! The Government you are our SERVANTS and WE THE PEOPLE are your MASTERS! LISTEN TO US!
To my readers outside my country continue to encourage your Government for the good they do, and when there is corruption voice your worries. Don't ever be afraid.
If a war does happen I hope that we in my generation can end it.
KEEP BELIEVING!!!!!
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Saturday, June 15, 2013

The Chocolate Peanut Butter Treats

Ever have a guy where you wish SO badly for him to look at you as more than just a friend alone? I have for this one guy, but because he was always just staying as a friend I never pushed it. But in my eyes I always wanted him to hold me tight and call me his. 
You know that amazing feeling when someone you love calls you , "His girlfriend?" I haven't experienced that yet. But with him alone I want to. He is very important to me so I keep playing in the safe zone of friends so I don't push anything he doesn't want onto him.
So finding out his Birthday was on Tuesday, thanks to facebook, I then told him that I wanted to give him a present. So the present was handmade Peanut Butter and Chocolate treats. Which he seemed to like, or at least I hope he did :S . Anyways I'm terrible at flirting but after the fun movie night with him and two others, I texted him to let him know how much fun I had. He responded! Yeah I'm like a teenage girl with her first crush.
Oh, first crushes. Every guy I dated has ended in a really bad way. The first was my childhood friend. He took me to my prom my Sophomore year, he then used me whenever he wasn't dating a girl to look as if he was taken so girls would want him. He just used me and threw me away. Then I dated the Aussie who only wanted me to fulfill his sexual fantasies. Then Brett the one who tore me apart, literally.
US GIRLS WANT YOU GOOD GUYS!! WE ALWAYS HAVE! I want this guy who is my best guy friend to finally ask me out. I want him forever in my life, but since I don't want to push him I'll stay in the safe zone of being his friend. I'll wait till he feels like he should give me a try in the dating field. 
I think it's always slightly embarrassing when those around you can tell you really like someone, because you blush around them or your body language says how much you'd like to be more. I know we are in an age where women can ask out the men, but I feel it is so much better when the guy asks the girl out. Of course I haven't had much good luck with that.
Anyways, I know what a lot of you are thinking, so what if he reads this? Well then he may or may not know who I am talking about. If he does, well now he knows the full truth.
Not as if my friends haven't told him ANYTHING yet. Note sarcasm. But I appreciate them trying to tell him, "Hey take the plunge, you may be pleasantly surprised." To any guys who keep themselves in the friend zone think about it. If she sees how awesome you are than she will say yes no problem, if she doesn't then maybe you were wrong about her all along. Hard things to swallow but they are all true.
Anyways I still have the moon boot on and I have been working up my courage to call about the dog sitting. But luckily I've gotten another opportunity to dog sit with the one I already have. If I can have both than financially I will make it through the summer. Kind of a big deal. lol
Anyways, in my mind,
KEEP BELIEVING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Enrique Iglesias Featuring Nicole Scherzinger
HEARTBEAT

Wednesday, June 12, 2013

What I have been left to think of with a sprained ankle.

Hey all. So how's life for you? I'm sorry I haven't written this in a while but I had a lot of work I was suppose to do.
So last week was high school graduations. And my work was hosting them all. And my work was understaffed for the cleaning. Usually I'm not bothered by it but in the end I was too busy trying so hard to keep on top of the cleaning. To which my knee called it quits. I then was having to clean up after some others from the other crews came to "help" left bags of trash, buckets of soda, and brooms. There was some stairs I had to go up, one step was down further than the other's, which I forgot. I then fell down the stairs spraining my left ankle and tearing off a nail. 
So I now have to let the ankle heal in full in a moon boot. The biggest issue I got hurt doing I job I hate, it now will limit the walks I had planned to give the dogs who I am dog sitting by the end of this month. All around it just sucked but there was so much good I was looking at.
First off I didn't have to work the high school graduations anymore. Second I got an amazing Priesthood Blessing. Now for those of you who are not of my religion which is Mormons(or Latter-Day Saints) might be wondering what a Priesthood Blessing is.
You see when a young man is worthy and holds the Priesthood he then calls upon the Holy Ghost to send to him the things he needs to say in the blessing from our Heavenly Father(or God). I know these blessings are real, because I have never told them anything about what they say in the blessings. But anyways this sprained ankle is forcing my right leg the weakest one to have to gain strength.
But to go off that for a bit I want to talk about all of my guy friends. Any guy who can get very close to me is very lucky. I especially have noticed that I have a higher interest in the one who gave me the blessing. I doubt he knows, nor will he ever think of asking me out. But I like him, like a lot! He always could make me laugh, we could always talk so well about anything, we watch out for each other. I just enjoy his company and presence. I always kind of wish to be around him all the time because I feel at home and safe with him.
I always get annoyed by the "friendzone" stuff. I'm friendzoned but because I am to wait for the right guy to step forward. I feel that if that one very special man in my life were to ask me out I would be very happy, and no it wouldn't be perfect but I feel things would work out great for the both of us being together.
It makes it even funnier when a great friend of mine is getting married to his older brother. She said how awesome she felt it would be if I were her sister-in-law. Now I'm not quite to that thinking yet, but I do want to date him. He's extremely sweet, has a great sense of humor, can pull off the whole goatee and mustache combo, oh and his eyes *sighs*. 
Yeah he's been my dream man for a while he just hasn't tried asking me out. But I'm trying not to hold my breath in case he doesn't feel the same way, I'm gonna play it safe and stay the good friend.
So anyways I will be writing more and yeah.
KEEP BELIEVING!!!!!!

So this is what I've been watching while healing. :)
Twilight Zone
The Lone Ranger
Batman
Watch them for yourselves these oldies but goodies make me smile. :) I grew up with them on Nick @ Night. :)