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So......yeah. Ok let's just talk. So I know that I'm not fast in my job. To be honest I'm not fast period. I'm slow and I like to enjoy myself before I try to pursue anything. But this job requires speed and I don't have it, despite me being kind and giving good quality, I'm still one step behind. Losing this job in the future is almost a positive.
Now I'm also struggling to figure out the guy whom I've been dating, feelings for me. Does he even like me? Am I of interest to him anymore?? If not then why did he kiss me with such love? Why was it that when he smiled at me I felt such warmth? Why is it that right now I just seem to not fit what anyone wants???
I'm not good enough for my job and just no matter how much I push myself I'm just not fast enough. And with the guy I'm dating I just can't seem to fit what he wants (maybe?)
So then why is it that I just turn to the Batman and Justice League? Because the make me so very happy. I may lose my job and may just creep the guy I'm dating out. But I'm just me. I just want to do the best I can and be the type of person who forever helps others to be the best they can.
I'm just me. Who else am I suppose to be? Aside from Batman. ;)
KEEP BELIEVING!!!!!!
It sounds like he does like you for exactly who you are! I know it can be hard to believe sometimes that someone you think is so incredible and too good for you can actually think the same of you, but it's true! I used to psych myself out all the time before I met Brian, but he was too good to lose, that I just finally trusted him. Have faith, not fear. Don't keep telling yourself (and him) all of the the reasons he wouldn't like you, love him because he does :) You're so amazing Donelle, and I wish the best for you in all you do!
ReplyDeleteThanks so much Kelli. I hope it will all work out somehow.
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