Music Is My Love

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Friday, August 31, 2012

So how is it going. I'm super sorry it will be another short post but that's fine. Today I am going to go up to the U.S. Wolf Refuge to spend some time with some of the most amazing wolves ever. :)
I ahve decided to pursue in my life a path were I will cease worrying about things that I can't control like how much I have to spend for the car and the place that I live at. Hopefully though I will get enough that this won't be a worry. So YAY!!! Anyways what I want you guys to do for today is to hold a dream again I know but still it's true.
To let you know how it works I dreamed about a relationship and guess what I am going on a date this Tuesday. It just is something to show that when you hold onto a dream you can achieve it. It isn't impossible. :D
KEEP BELIEVEING!!!!!

And sorry no cool video it didn't load again today. :(


Wednesday, August 29, 2012

Hey everyone. This is going to be a short post because of how much I have to do, but I just wanted to talk for a bit.
Right now I'm so stressed about the money and with how easy it is to hear my roommates waking up at 5 a.m. is annoying. But I got to enjoy an epic dream. It was me as Batgirl with the detective mode. 
I always enjoyed life and still have so much to be grateful for. I may struggle because we always will but I'm trusting my self and the Universe, God, what ever you call it. Because I know one thing, there is a greater power then any of us and He will always help me. Have a great week.
KEEP BELIEVEING!!!!!

Tuesday, August 28, 2012

Have you ever had a day where you go to pay your taxes and can't help but feel like when will this money come back to me? I do, my taxes are for Social Security and with the way it is set up now I know that I will never see it come back.
Have you ever just wondered where you are going and why everytime you apply for a job you can never get it? Have you ever just wondered if you were doing something so wrong that you were being punished by the world?
I do and I always have these thoughts. They over whelm me alot because things that I had a dream of being accomplished were torn out of my hands violently. I have always wondered if I just maybe have been an idiot in thinking that I can make it in this life.
What I find really hard is when I can get others hooked up and have the relationship advice for them but somehow never can find myself in a relationship. I can give great advice to help another keep a job or get a better one but never seem to be able to get one for myself. I can help another choose exactly what they should study in college but can't choose for myself. 
It seems like if I'm helping others to be successful then I should be oober successful myself right? And yet I'm not, I'm on this blog hoping that enough people will view and buy the zazzle items I post enough that it can be my career.
But alas that doesn't seem to be happening anytime soon. But oh well I will work hard and do what I can. If my friends can do then so can I. So hope you guys will read a post tomorrow stating how I'll be going out with a guy, have five job interviews, and what I want to pursue in college. LOL
KEEP BELIEVEING~!!!!!


Monday, August 27, 2012

Hey everyone. Well this is a short post today. But I didn't pay attention to the time. Anyways, life is wonderful and fun.
But I'm meaning more so in the area of that I have some time to relax and just enjoy the times that I can relax. Anyways today I challenge you too think of a dream you've always wanted, a new car, videogame, dress, whatever think about it and just hold onto it. :D
KEEP BELIEVEING!!!!

Saturday, August 25, 2012

Wow that fight was hard. LOL
I had to run around a lot and then I was VERY lucky that I didn't die. I love this game so much in fact I love it to a point where I just have to play it at least once everyday. Of course that is more if I get lucky and have the time for it. But none the less for the few days that I do I love it.
Today I went to support a friend in getting baptized to the church she believes in. Despite me finding that churches belief's to be too judgmental on people. But if she believes it then I will back her up on it and say you believe what you wish but I will believe what I wish.
Now despite our many different religious belief's we still have a few things we both like, such as, dancing, playing videogames, telling jokes, shopping, and hiking. Now here is a question, what has happened to our nation where one religion attacks another? And yes whatever you believe is a religion, just because a whole bunch of people don't gather and sing or pray in what you believe doesn't matter you believe something and that makes it religion.
So thus everyone has a religious belief. So why is it then that we say, "So and so is forcing me to believe them." No one is doing that, no one at all. With my friend we just talk about what we both like, religion never gets brought up.
So why has the nation become so bad that it is brought up everyday? Religion shouldn't be the focul point but what you as a person are trying to do. Whether your Muslim, Jew, Catholic, Baptist, Atheist, Mormon, whatever you as a person should be trying to be the best you ever. So remember that, a religion only gives you guidelines to what you think, but in the end what you do in your everyday life is most important. Never forget that.
KEEP BELIEVEING!!!!

Friday, August 24, 2012

I have been working hard to hold a dream through out the day. Have you felt that holding onto a dream was childish and shouldn't be desired?
I have namely because I day dream of a romance and so much more. During the times that I allowed myself to day dream I was asked out. But when I told myself you can't then I lost that hope of dating. You need to have a very pretty day dream for your life. If you don't let yourself dream than nothing will move forward and you will be trapped in a world that you don't like.
This will be another short one, since I'm having so much to do. But I hope you will enjoy it. :D
KEEP BELIEVEING!!!!!


Thursday, August 23, 2012

Hey everyone so how are you doing?
Me, I'm hanging in there. Do you ever just wonder that maybe you shouldn't day dream or even dream? That you just have to accept reality as it is and there is no way you can move forward?
For me I don't think that is the case. I believe that I can do everything that I dream of and it will all work out. So I'm hopeful and filled with joy.
I will be honest I always have a hope that the best will come to be. It is very very short today but you'll get two videos to make you smile maybe. :P
KEEP BELIEVEING!!!!!

Wednesday, August 22, 2012

Batman Urban Legends - Dark Knight Cityscape 2 Shirt
Batman Urban Legends - Dark Knight Cityscape 2 Shirt by batman
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So hey everyone.
How has your week been thus far? Can you believe that it is Wednesday??
I'm pretty frustrated right now. I feel as if everything that I'm trying for just isn't working out. I'm always trying to get better and better and do more and more with my life. But anyways, I just wonder.
Last night despite having so little sleep I enjoyed a wonderful dream. It was one with me being rescued by the boy wonder. Now despite that just being a dream it made me very happy.
I'm trying to figure out how I can make more money and how I can excel to a point where volunteering and helping others won't just be a burden on me.
I have so many things to pay and it is always just so stressful. But this is life right?
But in the end I will turn to that dream and smile, while I may still act like a child I do so to protect myself. If I become too serious then I will ruin myself completely. Anyways the other videos are coming up. Sorry they are taking so long, but soon they will all be up, also I will be able to start the Catwoman story next month. So YAY!
Anyways hold a dream in your heart today.
KEEP BELIEVEING!!!!!


Tuesday, August 21, 2012

Have you ever just closed your eyes and let yourself dream of that better life?
I have and sometimes I just continue to do so even while on the job. But anyways the whole point of that is to pursue your joy and happiness. One of the things that I love the most about Batman was him and Zasez.
Bruce Wayne watched his parents be killed right in front of him, Zasez just had his parents die. Both become very wealthy from the deaths of their parents, but one uses the wealth to build more money and the other gambles it all away.
Both suffering similar things and yet they go down two different paths. Zasez becomes a killer, marking each kill on his body. Bruce becomes a protector, helping others who suffer to be healed.
I always enjoyed seeing the contrasting difference of so many. Even Bruce and Dick were very different. Dick who watched his parents die while doing a performance, embodies not just justice but mercy as well.
Where as Bruce embodies justice in full. But he still yearns for those who do wrong to be given a second chance.
Sometimes I think it is easier to give another a second chance but to give yourself that second chance is hard. But I still believe that this life is meant for pure joy. :)
KEEP BELIEVEING!!!!

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Monday, August 20, 2012

Batman Knight FX - 12B Iphone 4 Cover
Batman Knight FX - 12B Iphone 4 Cover by batman
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Hey everyone. So how is life?
For me it is just that life. I am struggling and fighting and trying to prove something. I went to high school all four years and had a 4.0 gpa, but one little proficency test ended my chance to get the diploma.
Depressing and a big let down right? One of the few things is that I am not like everyone else. I am Donelle someone different from you and your friends. I love Batman, I'm a videogamer, I am an author, I like to dance and sing.
So why is it then that I must be like the rest? I don't need to. I am going to keep writing this blog and I am going to just apply for the type of work I want. That's all there is too it. :)
KEEP BELIEVEING!!!!!


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Saturday, August 18, 2012

Arkham City Batman Moon Ipod Touch Case
Arkham City Batman Moon Ipod Touch Case by batman
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Hey everyone.
So sorry this is going to be a short post but I just wanted to let you all know what we all need to be doing.
I know that right now life is hard and very crazy. I don't have much hope in getting more money, or at least it feels that way. I just keep on trying and doing what I can to get a better job. The job I have makes me so made, and I don't care if they read this.
They need to understand how badly that job just makes me grind my teeth to the point that I shatter them.
I just need hope. Hope, Batman he is my hope. :)



Friday, August 17, 2012

Dynamic Duo Tees
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Hey everyone.
Have you ever just wanted to enjoy helping others and not have to stress over helping yourself? I do, I love being able to help others and have it help me in the end. But yet I can't just live without money because I also need to help myself.
But today I will get to give up some of the thoughts of just having to help me to go and help others. I volunteer at the U.S. Wolf Refuge. It is a wonderful time to be able to do that.
Anyways I think that if we could help others more then life would be a whole lot better and we could do all that we needed to get done. But right now in this life we worry about me, me, me. 
Anyways it is up to you but this Halloween I am asking  a bunch of my friends to dress up as superhero's. I want us to be a hope for people. That was what all the superhero's were made for was to give us hope, a smile. :)
I also want to go to the hospital's, I was thinking of buying several comics to donate to them so they could have them in their waiting rooms or just be avaliable for the children and adults to read when they have to be in the hospital.
I want everyone to have hope. Batman and Robin always gave me that hope. They were/are my hope in everyday life. When I need a good laugh I go to good old Flash, when I need a partiot to remind how great this country is I go to Superman and Wonderwoman. And when I need someone who reminds me that inner strength is beautiful I go to Hawkgirl and African American Green Lantern. :D
Look for one superhero who gives you hope. Leave a comment below of why they give you that hope.
KEEP BELIEVEING!!!!!!


Thursday, August 16, 2012

Joker - There's Plenty Wrong With Me! T-shirt
Joker - There's Plenty Wrong With Me! T-shirt by batman
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So how is life going for most of you? For me it's just being a pain and right now I'd rather be a super hero. Just fighting bad guys seems easier then all of this crud I've been having to deal with as of late.
But anyways. I'm nearly done with the video's of the game and I can't wait till I can get them all posted on YouTube. But anyways I just thought I would share this last bit.
You are the one who makes your own reality. You are the believer. Don't ever give up and always remember these words what would Batman do?
KEEP BELIEVEING!!!


Wednesday, August 15, 2012

Hello everyone.
So what have you all been up to? In the city that I live there is one man who had some fun last night. He accidentaly shot himself in the rear, now this happened in a movie theater so of course several people got over dramatic claiming multiple shots were fired. But it was just the one and he immediatly left apologizing about what happened.
Sometimes we worry and over worry about things. It then ends up hurting you in a way you don't understand until later. I'm trying really hard to not worry about money, but I won't deny it I still do.
But anyways I've been enjoying playing Batman Arkham City, aside from yelling at Bruce for loving Talia Al Ghul. I'm one of the few fans who believes that Batman and Catwoman were always meant to be. Plus getting to see super sexy Robin. Oh, he is so hot and sigh, he makes me melt. :3
Anyways. I have been using the game to stay up and positive. The whole point of this  life is to be happy. So do what makes you happy, and the rest will follow.
KEEP BELIEVEING!!!!!

Tuesday, August 14, 2012

Hey everyone. So today it will be a very short post.
Anyways how are you feeling?
Do you feel scared?
Worried?
Afraid?
Alone?
These feelings are something that are good for our survival but they also destroy us. When you have these negative feelings you get a headache, pains, illness, and teeth in pain from all the grinding.
Life is a glorious thing and just makes one feel like that they are worthwhile. And you are because you are alive. Whether your parents are stupid and say your a mistake, it isn't true. You were planned and for them it scares them to admit that they wanted you.
I see all the good that can be in this life. Do you see it? Do you see that beautiful clear blue sky? Do you have that sweet loving dog who runs up to you everyday? The cuddly cat who just wants to curl up in your lap? Or maybe you just have a reason to smile, because you have good health? Or your family is healthy?
Look at your life there is something to smile about.
Now I want to touch on a story I saw of a girl who was bullied.
She was bullied about her ears so her mother wrote into a plastic surgeon to get her ears pinned back. That mother was not smart. You see I was bullied over my overdevoloped breats, in school up till my sophomore year I was a size C. Then my sophomore year I became a size D and my senior year I was a size DD. I was teased about it alot and then my face which had lots of acne from the stress was made fun of. Oh and trust me we tried a lot of different things, but I just learned that if I didn't stress I'd have no acne. And my hair was made fun of because when I just left it alone it was big and bushy.
But my point is is that girl will otherwise now become a bully or the bullies will find another thing about her to make fun of. What you need to do is tell your kids that they are beautiful, build their confidence. Make them shine when they're feeling at their worst. When I got into to college my world changed. All the sudden my hair became beautiful and everyone wanted to touch it, my acne dissappeared completely. My whole body became something I loved and often times I would be told that by just some random person, they would just say you look beautiful.
I knew that I was beautiful, but I also knew that what the bullies said to me hurt. But I turned around what they said to me to in the end benefit me and help my body to radiate what I held close in my heart that whole time. Which was that I was beautiful and nothing could take that away. Parents plastic surgery is stupid and dangerous, unless if your child has a serious problem that could cause more health problems then don't get it. 
And if that doctor who did this truly wanted to help all those with deformities. They would've helped my amazing friend Amy, one side of her face is swollen with blood vessels. But no one can or will fix it. Again you just need to remind your children you are beautiful. I will post next time pictures from back then to show you the difference the realization that I was always beautiful. :D
KEEP BELIEVEING!!!!


Monday, August 13, 2012

How are you all?
So today I will be doing a special blog. This blog is all about a dream I had last night. Now it was a very intense and interesting dream that may be very controversial if you one, believe that illegal immagrints should be allowed to stay here even though they are illegal, two, if you strongly feel that Obamacare will help us rather then demolish more jobs and cause more harm then good.
So if you feel that way then don't read this story.

"Come on Don!!"
I looked up at my friends as they carried the costume for a large lobster. I sighed before following them.
"Can't we please invite the homeless to our lobster dinner?" I asked looking at the rows of tables set up.
"Well if they want the food they'll come."
I sighed, for once I felt like I couldn't do anything, then I remembered I could. I walked over to the lobster costume before grabbing the bright red coat and ran.
"DON!!"
I kept running, feeling as if I was flying every now and then. Till finally the screams of the others was far behind me. But I didn't come to a pleasant scene.
A car had tried to split itself with a light post. And a man was on a stretcher, his eyes closed.
Two girls were standing near by both crying away from the scene.
"DON!"
I walked over to the girls placing a hand around their shoulders.
"I need to hear what happened?"
"We watched him crash." One of the girls said looking up at me. I nodded my head.
"Do you need to go to the hospital?"
"We already arranged a time to go," said the other girl. I gripped their shoulders.
"Then let me walk y0u home."
The two girls nodded before leading me down an alley way. I then heard them talk but they weren't.
'I just wanted to die, why did that man swerve to avoid us?' I looked at the girl with the blonde hair. 'Maybe Karon was right?'
'Lucy just wants to die. I did too, if only that man didn't avoid us. Then we could've rested.'
'Lucy and Karon huh?' I knew that was their names Karon being the girl with the black hair.
"Death is easy right?" I asked.
The girls stopped before looking at me. The just looked down before they continued walking.
"When you die you never hurt anyone right? Yeah, that's the good thing about death. Or does death always hurt others rather then just yourself?"
I felt their hearts cry. Before we made it out of the alley. A couple of headlights were coming and before I knew it, they both ran out to the car.
I yelled their names both looking at me in surprise. I shoved them to the other side before I took the hit of the car. I slid up the hood and over the car rolling onto the street. But I felt no pain.
I stood looking at the girls. Their eyes wide.
"Go home and rethink about your life. There is never anything so bad that you should die."
I turned around and left hoping they would think about it.




Saturday, August 11, 2012

Brushed Bat Logo Tshirts
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Hey everyone. So today I have a lot going on. The first is I am helping the Humane Society here with the duck race, and the other is a Sock Hop/ Ice Cream Social.
In the city I live in they have an event called Hot August Nights. It is really cool to go see all of these old vintage cars on the road and in the lots they are displayed in.
But anyways today I have decided to remain positive. I have continued to apply for work and I am remaining the whole thought that what I think will manifest itself to me. So I'm thinking of what it would be like earning 1300 dollars a month. So let's all try to be more positive because this life is meant to be enjoyed.
KEEP BELEVEING!!!!

Friday, August 10, 2012

Vintage Batman Logo Shirt
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Hey everyone. So how is life going?
Well for me I'm still trying to find all that is positive. The purse is finished and I will be taking photo's of it for you guys to see. :) The purse was all hand stitched (except for the handle) so I put a lot of effort into it. But in the end it is the best purse ever!! I love it and am so excited that it is done.
So I will keep on hoping and keep on believeing in myself and what I can do. This life is meant to be enjoyed always remember that. :D
KEEP BELIEVEING!!!!


Thursday, August 9, 2012

Good day.
Today I just want to talk for a bit about what I have been struggling with for a while. So how would you say that you need to do to make a living?
1. Have a high school diploma at least, to earn more get a college degree.
2. Always remember you have to start off small before you can make more.
3. If you're not working hard than you're doing something wrong.
4. You will never be good enough to make the same amount as your doctor, lawyer, boss, or favorite celebrity.
Does that sound about right to you?
I have done none of these. I don't have a diploma and I don't plan on getting a college degree. Why do I feel this way?
Because this is how everyone that only makes 25,000 to 50,000 dollars a year think. I want to be one of those who makes 1,000,000,000 dollars a year. And I know I can, how and in what way no clue but I know I can. Anyways, on my last blog I had promised you my video. Here it is:
I will post the second part on tomorrows blog. But anyways I feel that we need to be more confident with ourselves. Bruce Wayne who is Batman isn't shown very often being a very charitable man, most people judge him because he is rich.
Admit it you hate rich people. And do you know why? Because you feel that since they are the ones with all the money that you'll never make enough. That is a big fat lie.
More often then not in the way that we are as humans we always want to blame somebody for something. If your relationship isn't good it's your partners fault, if you failed that test in class it's the teachers fault, if you haven't been miraculously healed it's the doctors fault.
But in all of these it is a two sided coin. Meaning that yes for all of those the other party is at fault but only for a little part. You are the majority at fault.
We are always the ones who make it impossible for oruselves to move forward.
If your not making enough it's the Governments fault, or the banks CEO's fault. But in reality you are at fault.
Now let that go, stop being angry and just relax. Close your eyes and imagine all that you really want.
The money, the relationship, the health. To be honest you don't need any help but just help from God or the Universe.
You need to focus on what you want ignore the background noise of this or that being due and just focus on what you REALLY WANT!
There is no difference between a want and a need. For example, you need food correct? Well let's say you would want to be able to eat at the finest restuarants around the world, you'd say that was a want and not needed, but it is food  and food is a need, so doesn't that make that want a need? You see in the higher power whether you believe it's God or the Universe or whatever they don't have a definition for what is a want and what is a need. They see only a need in everything.
Today put out an order for what you want. That ferrari or the 500,000 dollar house. Just put that order out there then focus on what it would be like having that. It will come, trust me. :)
KEEP BELIEVEING!!!!


Wednesday, August 8, 2012

The Shadows Belong To Me Shirt
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So I did some videos of my playthrough of Batman Arkham City. And I have started the purse.

So yeah I'm having a ton of fun with just enjoying the Batman. This is what makes life awesome. I just love it and all that I do. If you're not comfortable with violence and some cuss words then don't watch the video. But I don't cuss it's part of the game. I usuallt try to talk over the cuss words.
But anyways I love it and I am happy. Everything will work out for the good. :)
KEEP BELIEVEING!!!!
I will post the video tomorrow on here. It's being slow in uploading so yeah. :P



Tuesday, August 7, 2012

Batman Arkham City Logo Shirts
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Hey everyone. So I'm going to be adding a little something to this blog starting tomorrw. That will be my playthrough of Batman Arkham City. I had started recording thinking that I could edit it on the computer but can't. So I know how the begining works but after that no clue.
I want it to be as blind as possible so that it will be fun and interesting for you guys. This is about the only game that I'm just trying to utilize remembering how Batman Arkham Asylum played out. Anyways I hope you guys will like it and hopefully it will be better stable for my cat to be a crazy cat.
But anyways I also got the Batman fabric to make my purse and skirt. But the purse will be first so YAY!!!! :D
Anyways I can't wait to show you guys the video tomorrow hopefully and then yeah!! 
KEEP BELIEVEING!!!!


Monday, August 6, 2012

Batman Under The Red Hood Keychains
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What a weird and super stressful weekend but now I'm working harder to remain positive. Why? Well my paycheck is bigger then I had planned and now I can get two items I want and have money to pay for the things I need. :D
Life is a very weird thing and can be very hard to deal with sometimes but it doesn't matter. I enjoy my life and I see it going to be ok. I'm always surprised at the amount of views my blog gets.
You guys are awesome. :) But anyways I can't wait to get the purse and skirt made I'm so excited for those two. :D
Anyways just for today I want to go back to the Red Hood, or Jason Todd.
I always enjoyed Jason Todd he was a great Robin and I just loved how gutsy he was. But sadly in the end he is finally killed by Joker.
Red Hood was always taking care 0f bad guys but he went further than Batman ever would. Red Hood continues to live. But where he goes after I never knew.
Some say he lives in the city that Nightwing, the very original Robin, lives in. But I only saw him face him once. But if he does then cool.
Red Hood makes me think about us all. We all have something that stops us in our footsteps. We can't move forward because we just are so angry about whatever hurt us.
Now I know one thing that I'm making a goal. To always be positive. I like thinking up one of Robins random sayings. Like Holy Electrical Charge Batman! I just love the random sayings he gives. But it is always so awesome. :)
Anways take the challenge stay positive. I'm going to. :D
KEEP BELIEVEING!!!!