So today this is going to be a very short blog post. I have training at work and so I must go. But I needed to do a small post. On the one who helps relieve all my stress Batman. :)
I really have had a lot of stress as of recent what with training going on at work to just trying to get another job to finally cover all my bills. And yet in my heart I have this fond hope that everything will work out well. I'm trying to count my pennies to see if I can afford the awesome game Batman Akham City. So I will have a ton more to write at that time.
But anyways I keep a hope in my heart that everything will work out for the good of things and I will be able to do all that is needed of me to do.
So how's been everyones weekend? Hope it has been fantastic!
My weekend has been crazy what with me moving and everything it's just been a little nuts. My new place doesn't have internet but my awesome sisters are letting me borrow their internet and computer to update my blog! Anyways I have a lot to do on this Monday.
I'm going to apply for a job at another buisness similiar to where I work now. And see if I can make about $600 more so I can make $1200 a month rather then the $600 I'm making.
But anyways because of the tons of stress I've felt I decided to play some more Batman. :3
My most favorite fight in the whole game is the last encounter with Scarecrow. The reason is because it makes you think your game is ruined or Xbox is keeling over. At first I was so scared that I had just lost the Xbox I had just bought. Then to my surprise the game seemed to just start over. Now I'm not going to ruin it more but it is just awesome. Scarecrow knows how to scare us gamers he is very good at that. :D
But anyways so now that I live about a half hour if not more from town it's a whole new adventure. I just paid some of my taxes again, so luckily that is out of the way and I don't have to worry about the IRS tailing me for my money.
So I had to miss some awesome parties that were being held over the weekend in order to move but that's ok. All in all it was a good weekend and I can't wait till I can actually catch up on sleep. :)
Another day has come and still I wonder where I'm going in life. I always wonder about why I can't seem to get any guys interested in me. By all standards of what people say would be the perfect girlfriend I should have one. But don't.
I don't mind but I thought about why men now a days are less likely to commit and why they are less likely to ask one to marriage. Then it hit me.
WWII and WWI. These wars were something that got men to square up and pursue the woman they loved, since these wars where one of the few that we couldn't guarantee survival.
The men were more likely to go out and be killed. So they got married before being called and made sure that the woman they loved knew how much they loved her. Then they would fight to keep her and their country safe.
There were several famous pictures of men kissing a girl before being deployed. You see I think this sense of we're safe nothings going to hurt us halters any further pursuit for love and a happy marriage. We're more concerned about the money we're making rather then the family.
We're more concerned about the pleasure we get rather then the commitment. This world has turned out so sad. I'm hoping there won't be a World War 3 but sometimes I wonder. War makes you stop and think, there is alot of bad to it but also good.
So today I should be moving but none the less you need an awesome post. :D
Did you know one of my most favorite Justice League shows was one about them all coming together and celebrating Christmas? Wanna know why I love it so much? Justice League was never afraid to put in the full holiday of Christmas, nor were they ever afraid to respect the American flag, have the pledge allegiance, or even In God We Trust.
It was a show unafraid to show the values America was based upon. I understand and get that we have many new nationalities here in this grand country. But we still have our culture and background. We shouldn't have to change it just because someone disagrees.
I don't remember the U.S. ever saying if you move into our borders you must forget all you had in your country and do what we do. I just remember us saying this is what we believe here if you choose to follow it that's fine. If not that is fine also.
What makes me so sad is that in this country if you have a belief you have to shut up about it if it conflicts with anothers.
I have several homosexual friends. I love them and they love me. But I won't vote yes for them to be able to get married. And they respect my belief of not wanting to. They never call me rude names nor say anything hurtful. They understand and respect it.
That is how we should be as a nation. Understanding of each other's beliefs, rather then tearing the other down for what they believe.
We are a nation of freedom let that ring out loud and clear. We should not block anyone from believeing what they want. May that always ring true.
How's it going? So today I'm going to try to get a job selling make-up and to hopefully pass an eval of my work. :P
Plus I need to pack so I can be moved out by the 1st of August and just tons more of fun stuff. :P
Oh the joys of being alive sometimes I question why I want to keep on stepping forward. And it's mostly because of the most awesome superhero I've ever known. Batman.
So my next paycheck I will be buying the fabric to make my skirt and a purse. The purse will be posted first. If I didn't need to carry so much stuff for my work I wouldn't need a purse but to have an awesome Batman purse will rule. :)
Anyways I will be making two more posts today and hopefully they will post on the times I schedule them. If not I'm sorry I just will have so much going on with moving and all that crap. :(
But anyways I have a hero and he always makes me smile. :3
Woot 33 views on yesterdays post. I'm quite impressed. Anyways how you all doing? Today is one of those days were I'm wishing that moving just dealt with a teleporter gun. Aw, how simple and easy that would be and also how we were suppose to have that already by those in the 60's-80's.
But here we are still living very simple lives. Just taking life one step at a time. So despite my moving I still make time to enjoy a bit of the Batman game or shows. After I move I will be doing a very special post.
I've always wanted to make a certain skirt but they never had any cheap ones nor any skirts with Batman all over them. So I'm going to buy some Batman fabric and create my skirt. When I make it I will post directions on how to make it and where you can buy the fabric.
I am such a big fan of Batman and I think that it will never change despite the idiots who over step the bounds of the law and use Batman for their excuse. I knew about Christian Bale visiting the victims long before the news sent out the now viral photo of him visiting one of the victims.
I knew that Christian Bale was a different Celebrity from the rest who've been in films. He didn't need convincing to go see his fans, he just needed the time.
Also this incident has brought up something very important. Our 2nd Amendment rights. A lot of people say we need control of guns and not allow them to be held by anyone. For me I want to see every one have a gun. If we all had guns then those who are crazy wouldn't stand much of a chance. Just imagine if one of the goers at that movie theater had a gun.
There are only a few insane people and many more insane people in the safe zone of insanity. Those who are "sane" are much more abundant meaning they will have better control over the "insane."
Think about everything before you shout for control. Because again watch the show "Justice League - A Better World." True no deaths would happen but you would also be forced to live the way another wanted you to live.
Admit it we all have those days were we just are like why am I still going? It's stressful right? You just want to give up just destroy everything get thrown into jail and be killed. Huh, I'm describing many killers.
The human mind is a very powerful weapon and can cause destruction or hope. We put our brains aside and just claim that there is no way that we can ever escape the horrors of life or reality. This is not true.
We only control 15% of our brain. That isn't very much.
You see I feel that many people who are insane use more of their brain which is why they can cause such devestation or hope. Batman who admits many times that he is insane. The one time I remember him saying that was in the Justice League show 'Wild Cards.'
Insane people always use more of their brain but the difference between each insane person is the level of safe insanity. We are all insane. But most of us are in the safe levels of insanity. Thus we call ourselves sane or normal.
I am in the safe level as well but have begun to understand that I can use more of my brain. Which is why I have had that throbbing pain by my eye. I can also numb my pain.
You see I have something called Dead bone. Meaning that one of my teeth developed with out any nerves. Making it nothing but bone. So it has none of the protective qualities that my other teeth with nerves have. Now this tooth already broke in half but doesn't hurt at all. But my gums hurt alot when it first broke.
Now a dentist was the one who told me this about the tooth cause I thought, 'oh great I have a decaying tooth.' Nope just a piece of dead bone sitting in the back of my mouth.
But the pain was something I had to work on overcoming. Most people can't tell when I'm in pain. I don't want people to know. When the accident happened and I was stuck in a wheelchair my family was not in the emotional area to help me when my legs would hurt. I had to learn how to mask over my pain and pretend it wasn't there.
That was hard for a little girl but I did it. All because my dad while he was still alive watched Batman. I find strength in many areas. I find a way to have hope and remember who I am and what I'm here for. I'm not a very normal Mormon only recieving strength in my Savior Jesus Christ. But in many others.
But to be honest if I was just to find strength in my Savior he wouldn't have allowed for others to have talents to bring to life Superhero's. I love what I have learned and I will keep on steping forward one step at a time.
I hope to make a blog of a skirt I want to make. This skirt is going to be a Batman skirt. :) So I hope you guys will be as excited about it as I am. :D
I'm going to explain in great detail why I love Batman and how his movies, TV shows, and videogames don't influence the insane violence of one man.
Just yesterday I recieved news of a friend going back to the hospital because of his heart, another about my Aunt and Uncle being poor health and may be soon leaving us. I've been feeling very tried and I'm very weary with a super sharp pain just above my left eye and my eyes being super sore from my crying.
When ever I hear bad news or start to feel stressed I immediatly go to my Batman Arkham Asylum videogame.
But instead I watched an episode of Batman posted previously on my blog called A Better World. I'll repost it on the bottom for you to watch, without having to go through my many posts.
To summarize and this will be spoilers. There are two dimensions of the Justice League. In one though Superman kills Lex Luthor. This is something the real Justice League would NEVER do. So this Justice Lords find their alternate selves. They then make the plan to go ahead and "help" them by going to their world and doing what they did in theirs. But they don't get the chance since Batman talks to Batman and gets him to find reason and fault in what they did. One line in particular stands out. "They'd love this place.....Mom and Dad, they'd be so proud of you." Batman loved his parents but he knows that some of the things they desired of Gotham was control over people's free choice.
Spoilers are over. One of the big things that makes this nation great is that we have free choice to do what we want. We can think, speak, and do whatever we want, within reason of the law. But sometimes people over step that line. When they do we start to cry for control, to force people to not own any arms or even have the free will to think a certain way. In the shows, Superman uses his laser eyes to burn into the part of the brain were we have free thought. This is creepy because you see Joker, Two-face, and Poison Ivy being nice.
Yes that sounds wonderful they never have to fight them again nor worry about anymore deaths or crimes. But at the same time they took away the ability for them to be who they are.
Don't control people. You have no right to force people to obey the law it is a choice. We have a right as humans to have our own voices and counscience. You take that away yes you'll have a perfect world were no one ever gets hurt but you also have a world were no one can be open about who they want to be. If you think we're hard on Gays now, it would be worse in a perfect world you wouldn't even be allowed to say you're gay.
Think carefully. I know the pain that many cause because they choose wrong, but I'm always glad to know that I can choose wrong suffer Justice, and still be me.
May you all know that you can not blame anything for the way some one acts. It is in their brains that they do things a certain way. May we be careful with what we cry. After all Batman would rather see Joker be reformed despite him killing Jason Todd then have him killed.
Wow what a day. So in the city that I live we are going to have a big duck adoption, these aren't real ducks but rubber ducks. Many places do this event to raise funds for a local shelter or non profit charity. For my city it's for the Humane Society. So I worked a full day for this event but I loved it. I'm very stressed because I have to move here in a bit and now I'm freaking over money. I need a better job or just you guys buying a million batman items. Lol, just kidding. One of the things I thought would be awesome, was I saw going a round a call for Christian Bale to dress up as Batman and see those who were involved in the shooting yesterday. I also think that some free Batman swag would help. I know just as well as any one else who lost a close loved one that money or material items will never heal the pain of losing that loved one. When I recieved the money from my fathers social security I hated it. I wanted to throw it away because it wouldn't bring my father back. But then I realized one thing. My father loved me and he appreciated me still missing him after 6 years. But that he would also want me to be able to use that money and live for myself. I know death, he took away many of my family and a friend by his own hands with a gun to his head. I've also stopped him from taking others lives. I know that death isn't the end. There is more, there is always more then just this life. Keep strong, there is good to come. And go adopt a cute kitty, one that might be going blind or that wobbles like my foster cat. It will help. :) KEEP BELIEVEING!!!
It is sickening to hear about a mass killing of those who went to see The Dark Knight Rises at Midnight in Aurora, Colorado. What is more sickening that this twisted and insane man would call himself Joker, and be right.
Now why am I saying that he is right in calling himself the Joker? Because if you don't know Joker then you don't know why this man is so terrifying. Joker is the most insane and dangerous of all of Batman's villians.
He'd kill thousands and laugh his way to jail. This man who did these killings won't get just jail. This is something where we need to remember the strength of Batman who saw his family get shot down in front of him.
For those who lost their loved one in this sickening and most disgusting act may you rise from this.
May you rise to know that your loved ones will see Justice. You won't have to mourn forever. There will be peace brought for you and your loved ones.
"You must choose Justice."
"You should follow your path of vengance and kill the man who murdered your parents. He knows who Batman is. If you let him live then Batman dies."
Have you ever had one of those days were you have a gut sinking feeling that you will be fired from your job next week? During the time when you have to move? And no family or friends can help?
It's a feeling that makes you feel like you're just sinking in a big pit of darkness. No hope, no way to make it through this life, nothing. Just you and reality.
You just feel powerless and your mind tells you there is no happy ending! But could there really be a happy ending just having us believe that there is?
I saw this movie last night after a day of terror of losing my job and just not being able to get another job. The Insurance companies that wanted to hire me wanted me to pump out about 1,500$ to work with them first. Ain't gonna happen.
So I was frustrated because here I am trying to make a difference in my life and I couldn't.
So the movie that just happened to be on was called Bedtime Stories. This movie was awesome in so many ways. First off it deals with a man whose life is pretty good but he doesn't have a wife. So he watches his niece and nephew and at night they help him tell a good bed time story. But through out the bedtime stories he tells the kids there are no happy endings. He gets fired from his job and has to move out from were he lives. But while feeling sorry for himself he gets to hear his father who says, "Don't you get to make your own happy ending?" With renewed confidence he does, and he gets the girl of his dreams in the end.
One of the things that we as humans feel is that since you can't force another to do something (Unless if your the government) then there is no way you can have a happy ending.
One of my other dark sorrows of yesterday was just about my whole life. I grew up being a tough girl, not when I was really little. When my father was still alive I was just a little princess. But when he died I had to bear my fists and throw some punches since I was bullied.
In High School I worked hard to get my 3.5 GPA throughout the four years I attended. But one stupid test froze me from moving forward. I took that test 20 different times, in the hope I could pass. I would study eat brain helping foods, run over what I studied just before taking the test. And yet I could never pass it. So it didn't matter how hard I worked I got nothing to show for how hard I tried.
I fight that's just who I am, and because of my stubborn nature I don't hold a regular job very well. If I see a better way to do something I do it that way, and that gets buisnesses grumpy despite my bringing in a flood of customers.
The one job place that had fired me ended up losing almost ALL of their customers. Why? They met me at places they shopped and asked how my work was, when I just said oh I got fired they would be outraged and vowed not to go there anymore. They kept their word.
I can help a buisness grow when given the opportunity to be myself. But since most jobs want you to be a mindless robot following all their orders, I can't work for them. So instead I blog. I do Squidoo lenses. I design zazzle products. I'm just me.
Hopefully some company will see me as a good assit since I don't have a huge clientel here on the internet yet for this to pay for me to survive. So wish me luck, and remember you make your own happy ending. :)
Hello all so I'm doing a post on my smart phone because I'm lazy. Lol but anyways tomorrow I will do a regular post all about the trial of work and moving. Hope you all have a great day. KEEP BELIEVEING!!!!!
You need to see these shoes. I designed them and based them off the color schemes of the hero's mentioned. :) My favorite are the Batman shoes. :D Anyways today is going to be another short post because I just can't think of what I want to say. I think I'll have more when I can get the Batman Arkham City game. :DDD YES!!! Anyways life has been life. I've made a descision on where I want to live but I'm still trying to get a good job in my hands. My most favorite job would be making Batman items to sell. :) It would be awesome. Which as a heads up these shoes make me NO profit. So I just made them for my sweet little enjoyment and fantasy of when I can one day own them. Ah, to dream of owning Batgirls cycle to a whole Batman room scheme and decals on my car. LET ME BE MY NERDY SELF!! Lol, oh and trust me if I had the money I would've been gone to the SDCC(San Diego Comic-Con). Well KEEP BELIEVEING!!!
So for those of you who don't know the movie Dark Knight Rises will be coming out this Friday!! I can't wait, it will be a stupendous end and really awesome to see Christopher Nolan make a brand new Superman movie. Yup and this time it will be the best Superman movie ever!!
But my real hope is that soon there will be a Justice League movie. A movie to bring back to life, Flash, Hawk Girl, and so many more. Anyways short post but YAY!!! Can't wait for the movie. :)
How often do you feel like you're a nerd? I've always felt like that and yet I love it!! I love having a the star wars theme being my ringtone to having Batman as my background for my phone.
I'm one who always talks about what I love. I don't feel that I should lie. And yet I wonder if that is what freezes most guys from asking me out. Here's a girl unafraid of what she likes, yet that seems to scare most guys, I guess. Or maybe I just will never have a husband.
I don't care really my dreams keep me hoping forever. In fact last night I got home at 2:00 a.m. I was so exhausted and just went to bed. I had the best dream ever.
I was Batgirl helping Batman and Robin defeat all of their greatest bad guys, this included Louie the Lotus. It was awesome to have a dream were I used Batgirls utility belt to fly around. Anyways towards the end of my dream when I slowly started waking up was when I got to enjoy a nice kiss from Robin. ^-^ LOL now I know it's just a dream.
But my dreams are what keep me pushing forward with hope. For those of you may not know, Batgirl never dies. What happens is that after her traumatic fall she was paralyzed from the waist down. Batgirl couldn't crime fight anymore but she could still help Batman. Her husband who is Dick Grayson the original Robin becomes Nightwing.
But anyways the dream was just wonderful. I enjoyed it especially since no guy will look my way for the time being.
Hopefully one will appear who loves Batman just as much as I do. :)
Whoo, I'm so exhausted and my day isn't over yet. After enjoying the much needed time with the wolves up at the wolf refuge. I came home and got ready to go help out at my local Humane Society.
I love volunteering. It's my way to help since I don't have the money to give to them. So I give them my time and effort.
To me volunteering is the best and despite working in tempertures of 102 degrees with no breeze, I still love it.
Besides the wolves give me incentive of lots of love for it to be totally worthwhile. :) Have a great weekend talk to you guys tomorrow!
